Bringing control to the chaos.
Addiction. Belief that you can control the outcome on a moment by moment basis. Paying too much attention to the movement rather than the waves.
I so far was able to build up to 4 funded accounts, but now I have 3 remaining, 1 with 300 drawdown, 200, and 2000.
Copy trading with minimal trade frequency, right areas of interest, longer hold durations is my preferred way of trading.
The way I trade is a lower probability of hitting target, lower probability of reversing in my direction. I can flip some variables to make it higher probability of B/E and a small siphon in exchange for significant reductions in expected return.
If I am trading with Prop Firms. This is the way. Aim for consistency instead of black swan style trading. Both are effective.
I aim to trade "orderly" by shaping my beliefs onto the market.